Yesterday I had one of my worst days. My miscarriage was July 9th and so far I have been really pushing through everything, trying to do this whole thing "the right way". Yesterday I guess you could say I gave up for a little while. I stayed in bed most of the day and then even had a few drinks, since I have such a low tolerance it really did me in. I ended up talking with my sister and now I have gotten several phone calls from family today and they each have their own ideas of what I need to do. I just want to scream, "I just had a bad day!". I love that they care about me, but is a bit much to take right now. I can't seem to shake it today and not feeling much motivation to do anything. I am just so sad. I just needed to share.
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