I’m really sorry for this thread… I know how it is hard for you… I’m venting again. I really don’t want to bother you… But I am really in the midst of grieving and disappointing right now. I am soo depressed. I know that I should be strong. I should be positive. I should think about my next IVF… I should be happy that I can start a new cycle… But how can I stay positive if I know in my heart that I cannot get pregnant on my own. I have so many thoughts on my mind. I think about future and I’m scared. Negative thoughts and overthinking make everything worse. We used almost all our coverage from our insurances. So this IVF will be the last treatment we can afford. It will be the last one!!! When I think about it I have panic attack! At the same time if this IVF fails I’m not sure I want to try again with my own eggs… Another m/c will probably kill me. I’m so confused right now. Also I know that soon it will come and show her face (AF)… I don't know why I feel so lonely… Probably because that last af was before my IVF. I’ve got pregnant and then m/c… Am I being silly or what??? I cannot go through another procedure. My body is sooo tired… of all those meds… My mind is telling me to still go ahead but I’m so scared. This will be our last chance. If it fails, we don't have any money for another ivf… We can forget about adoption. So ladies please help me to go through this difficult time… I am praying so hard to GOD that He continue to give me strength so I can bear these things… Thank you and good luck to all of you!
I really need to get something off my chest and I'm sorry to have to do it here, but you ladies are such good listeners. My DH and I started ttc back in 2016. Unfortunately nothing worked for us. We’re still ttcing, but any results so far. The issue I'm having is this. I have a dear friend who I've known for about 5 years. My friend has been ttc #2 for about 6 months now. She has a...
hi. My husband and I did our first FET and they are saying it’s a biochemical pregnancy. Anyone experience this with IVF? I’m having a hard time with it, especially bc the embryo is still in there. Going for another hcg tomorrow.