This is the first I have openly spoken about my miscarriage that happened at about 12 weeks. I have lost many children but the last one that has just recently happened seems almost too much to bear. I feel out of options - lonely - scared - feel like quiting, but I have a husband I love. I cry all the time, I am so depressed. I know I\'m not the only one out there who feels like this. I don\'t know what I should do, I have been *covering* my pain with stuff that is not good for me, for my healing -it\'s just a way to escape - I have used this *method* for many years and it has proven to be ineffective. Again...I don\'t know what to do. I\'ll be turning 36 and am motherless, why? I want to give up OR find a way to make the pain go away.
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