So I dont know how many of you read my latest journal giving an update on the last month and a half due to no computer but I just found out last night that I am in fact pregnant again!!! I was soooo happy and excited to tears last night, I had a non stop smile all night!! Now today im still excited but now im soooo scared and nervous, and thats begining to take over!! What if it happens again?? Its only been three months since we lost our son, is this to soon?? How am I going to be able to keep the past in the past and not let losing our son affect this pregnancy?? I know I sound like a baby when I should be nothing but just happy, but I cant help it, im a worrier by nature!! Anyone have the same thoughts and fears or are going through this or had to go through this weird time?? Please please please keep us in your prayers. I go to the doctor for the first time May 27th so I will keep my journal updated!! I will continue to keep you all in my prayers that this be the summer everyone gets blessed with another chance!!!
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