I have been trying to get pregnant for over a year now. I found out I was pregnant in July 2006 and at 10 weeks went for an ultrasound only to find my baby had died at 6 weeks and 5 days. I ended up having a D&C. In December 2006 I found out I was pregnant again and 10 days after I found out I started spotting (around 5 1/2 weeks) which ended in a natural miscarriage. I am now 7 weeks pregnant today. So far I have had no spotting so all seems to be doing okay. However, that doesn't ease my fears. My first pregnancy I thought all was okay and the baby wasn't even alive the whole time. I have an ultrasound scheduled for Thursday. I'm very nervous. I'm praying that this one is the one. I don't know if I could handle another heartbreak. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
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