Well, after having yet another failed potential pregnancy, I think it is time try something new. I am ending AF now and I am trying to do everything in my power to focus my attention on anything but TTC. I am avoiding calendars, BBT, OPK and everything. I think that it is too emotionally draining at this point. I lost my angel at 12 weeks at the beginning of July and I still hurt so badly. As much as I want to be pregnant again, I have come to realize that the constant obsession with TTC is very unhealthy for my husband and I both. So, by telling you all this, I feel like I am making it "official" - as stupid as that may sound. It's all in God's hands from here on out. Please pray that I will stay strong and stick to it. It will be a miracle if I can go all month without "planning".
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