I don't know what to do. I was just reminded that when I go to my family reunion in June, which I was excited about, will now be spent probably crying and being miserable. My expecting sister and her husband will be there, and she will be a month shy of due then, and then my cousin is also having her baby, a month before the reunion. I don't know what to do. I am thinking about just forgetting going this time. I know its still far away, but I know that my feelings of jealous and anger, etc, are very strong. If I'm still feeling this way by April, I will not be able to go, since I have to "rsvp" by then. I just don't know what to do. I am thinking about trying to get pregnant, but at the same time I'm scared out of my mind to miscarry again. Even though "there's nothing wrong with me" if it happened before, it could happen again.
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