I was 19 weeks and 3 days pregnant when I had to go into the hospital exactly one week ago after I started having some bleeding and cramping. I ended up having a miscarriage the next day and was actually forced to have to deliver my baby boy. I'm so sad right now. I miss him so much. I have been having so many emotions and feelings that sometimes I don't even know what I feel. I'm still bleeding, though less, but it's a constant reminder of what happened last week. It's horrible. Recently my breasts became engorged and I started lactating, again, another reminder of what happened. I just feel so miserable right now. I started writing letters to my baby boy to continue to stay connected to him, but it's still so very hard....I miss him so much and love him dearly!
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