I've been MIA from this forum for a little while because I found out I was pregnant. I've been on pins and needles throughout this one and it looks like it's going to end again. I bled a little today and the doctor sent me for a beta. It was nice and high for how far along I am, but that happened before with my second pregnancy. I am just sort of numb at this point. People keep telling me that there is hope, but I know my body and I know there isn't. I don't feel pregnant anymore and that's that. I wish God would tell me why this keeps happening to me. I'm thinking about adoption as this will be loss #3. I've devoted a year and a half to ttc and have gotten nothing but pain in return. I have no answers and am just so tired.
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