For those of u who dont know me I am on my third pregnancy I had 2 losses back to back last year..Everything was going fine until tuesday. I even had an ultrasound on monday and saw the baby sucking its thumb. I had some brown bleeding and went to the doc..I have a low lying placenta they didnt catch it the day before because I had an ultrasound 2 days before that for abdominal pain and really just did the ultrasound monday to humor me because the tech on friday was rude and didnt show me much..they say it may correct itself. Please pray that it does..I am so scared. last night I started bleeding red.The bleeding scares me more than anything, if I am bleeding from the placenta problem I can deal with that, but blood just freaks me out, how can I be sure its not coming from the baby??? The doctor today just told me to rest and call if the bleeding gets heavier..I am so afraid my baby is gonna die again..I am trying to trust in the Lord but sometimes my faith gets weak..
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