I had my first OB apt this morning after my 3rd and most recent mc, when I got to the dr office, they told me sorry the dr is stuck in WASHINGTON, i'm in CT, they said they tried to call me but my vmail was full, which is bs bc I erase it daily! then they tell me i have to wait another week! Do they have any idea how stressed out over all of this I am? Does anyone give a frick that my heart is broken, and I'm empty inside? My husband as wonderful as he is, doesnt understand and thinks its time i get over it, it hasnt even been a full month yet! and to top it all off when i call my mother just to talk and rant to her, she tells me "oh dont even go there" after I said screw it I wont have anymore kids, who cares? EXCUSE ME but after 3 mc I get to be angry and upset and say whatever I want! I'm hurting damnit and noone give a flying frick! I honestly thought coming on here would help me cope and move on when I'm ready, unfortunately I'm finding ZERO support here either. I think I'm done with everyone and everything. Screw it all to hell! I can put on a smile and pretend with best of them, so I guess thats where I am. I HATE everyone and everything (except my 3 year old of course!) and I just dont care! I'M DONE!
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