This is the first time I've posted about this because I'm still a bit embarassed about it. It is one of the things that crosses my mind when I think about what could have cause my m/c's. So here it is. I've never been able to enjoy sex because it hurts too much. Think of it as feeling like it's your first time every time. TMI...When we start it always hurts when he is first going in there. Then I either have a burning sensation or everything goes numb. Sometimes he also bumps my cervix and I jump. Before we started ttc, I went to the doctor about this and they said anatomically there should really be no reason for the amount of pain I'm feeling. I'm a little narrow, but that shouldn't account for the amount of pain I feel. I went to a specialist and he said the same thing. It was suggested that I see a psychologist about it. I did and she concluded that I was mentally healthy and that it was definately not psychological. DUH! So, basically it becomes this big deal every time we have to ttc. I have come to accept that my sex life isn't ever going to be that great. My husband and I love each other enough to overlook it. I felt ashamed for a while because I don't like to "do it" much. Hubby accepts it though. I have recently been wondering though if it somehow might be contributing to my m/c's. I mentioned that it hurts to my OB and he was like "that stinks", but he didn't really seem worried about it.
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