Well found out the 22nd of thi month I got the positive result. I am 8 wks and very anxious. Is it normal to go overboard? I don't want events to reoccur. I am having a constant panic. I can't think at all my mind is clouded and I can't go to sleep for anything. My mind and body are restless and I don't know what to do. My hubby says relax and don't think negative but it is hard. I am beginning to wonder if it had to do with the cervical cancer I had and I had a leap cone biopsy ...could that cause any complications to the baby. I also had an infection after the procedure but everything was okay and told me it "should" not affect my child having. Me and my hubby decided since we thought I was going to have a hysterectomy (which devastated me)we would have a child in celebration of my life being spared, and my baby machine,lol. And then it all happened. I need help to relax and have faith that this will be my rebirth in a sense, a testiomy of my love. And a child will come.
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