Well for therapy i have to do this. Its really embaressing for me. So here it goes. My boyfriend Mario have been together for the last three years. But were not together any more. We got pregnant and i lost the baby after three months of carring ORyan. I though that every thing was going to go perfect befor i lost him. Then every thing went down hill from there. Mario dumped me two weeks after i lost our baby then two days later i got back with him. He use to tell me that our baby was dead so there was no need to cry about it any more. I cried every 25th I sat in my room and cried and i talked to him. It never made me fell better but i still do it. So he knows that I still love him no matter what. Its been a year seven months two weeks and a day sence i lost him. I celabrate his birthday too. Just so i can feel better. I just seems like i am unable to let go of him. I know that its a little weird to sill do it but i love him so much even though i never got to meet him.
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