Today it the one year anniversary of my last m/c. I am just so torn up right now. I've been through all this before and I thought I would be able to cope but I'm not doing so well. Maybe because so much happened surrounding that loss or maybe because I decided not to try again. Whatever the reason all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry my heart out. Unfortunately that isn't an option with a 4yo to take care of. I just wish the pain would stop after all this time.
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