I am only 19 years old and i found out about a month ago that i was pregnant.. it was unexpected and didnt know what to think, but after i told my mom and my boyfriend who i have been with for 3 years i felt better and thought that this isnt that bad. A few weeks before that my boyfriend lost his job and his car was stolden, so it wasnt the best situation to be in. Anyways, today 10/05/2009 i went to the doctor for my first apointment and earlier that day i had spotted but everyone told me not to think anything of it.. come to find out when they took the ultra sound the baby didnt have a heart beat and the doctor told me that it had stopped growing sometime last week.. (the week i actually started to accept and be excited about the fact that i was pregnant.) Tomorrow i have to go and have an E&C to get rid of the fetus bc its too big to let it pass by itself without being totally painful.. Now my boyfriend is in a round about way happy that this happened and i understand but hes being totally unsupportive he will say im so sorry BUT it wasnt the best time.. and i say well it was a baby and it was ours and he doesnt think that it was a baby yet.. and that just makes me feel like shit and that my feelings and pregnancy doesnt matter at all to him.. what do i do to get through this without the support of my boyfriend??? Its so hard!
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