I had a miscarriage when I was 17 and 13 weeks into a pregnancy which was through abuse and I didn't particularly want but accepted the challenge of becoming a mother. I didn't tell anyone at the time apart from my best friend who has since died. Recently I have been told I cannot have children due another medical condition and the repressed memories of what happened has come back. I don't know what to do where to start etc. I just feel numb and yet inside. The only way I seem to vent is through dreaming where I wake up crying soaked from top to toe clutching a teddy looking for my child. If anyone has advice I'd be really appreciative as I'm so stuck and feel so alone. This is the 1st time I've mentioned this to anyone.
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