i think we all feel guilt at losing our babies. i felt so bad when we found out our 2nd had died too. i blamed myself so badly and hated myself for it.
this dream may be caused by this, but dont beleive it for one minute. there is nothing you did to cause what happened.

You are not alone. I too have been having terrible dreams. I am not too sure what they mean or why we are having these terrible visions.
These dreams leave me so emotionally drained. I feel so horrible when I wake up. I wish for the day for these dreams to stop and for the happy ones to supersede.

The first week it was horrible with the nightmares. Then in the morning I would wake up thinking I was still pregnant, and then a moment later reality set in and I felt even worse. I still get bad dreams at least a few times a week, I think it is just our minds trying to cope with such a devasting time.

I've had one or two nightmares about my baby. But you just have to remember this was NOT your fault. There was nothing you did that could have done this. Thats what I have to tell myself when I wake up from one of these horrible dreams. i hope it gets better for you. You're in my prayers

I haven't had an exact dream like yours but i have had several about my baby...in my dreams its always me running around in a big store looking for my kid and when i finally find him/her (cause i never knew the sex) it turns around and tells me to go back...my m/c is still fresh in my mind since it only happened recently but it is killing me that i dream of it every night..i guess we just feel guilty that we were never able to bring our babies to term, i know i do..i blame myself because it was in my body no one elses so who else is to blame right? but i do also believe it wasn't meant to be..my grandmother is very wise and has shared with me probably the most comforting thing about the whole situation..she told me when we lose a baby their soul stays with us waiting to be born again and it will happen when its ready..i know this may sound farfetched but it helped me..i hope your nightmares subside, and remember we did nothing wrong, our babies just simply weren't ready

I've had dreams of myself participating in horrible, violent things too (and I'm the type of personality that can barely hurt a fly). I'm pretty certain it's just the result of the confused mess of my subconscious, and the unanswered questions and anxieties that float around in there.

I haven't had any nightmares about the baby. I've had dreams but nothing yet. However in the dreams I do have, for some odd reason I always dream I had a "girl" instead of my son. Hmmm....

I had nightmares after my son died. I would dream that I would put him in his crib and not remember to see him for days!! And then I have had one good dream, where I was holding him.
I think that these dreams just stem from our anxiety and pain. I think it is feelings from deep down.

I have nightmares atleast two or three times a week!I also have dreams of her and its always peaceful when they are nice but the nightmares are horrible I too wake shaking and upset..

You are not alone. I had some symbolic dreams about my baby. About a month after the miscarriage I had a dream that my babies(in my dream they were twins) were placed in this white room with a huge window. I went in and held my babies. Then people came and told me that they were taking my babies and i told them that they could kill me but I would never let go of my babies. Then I saw my friends and my significant other and they told me that it was for the best. They held me back while this man and a boy took my babies from my arms. I woke up crying. It was horrible and I was depressed for weeks after the dream. I think the dream reflex how I was feeling deep inside. But you should not guilty cause it wasn't your fault. But I do know how you feel cause it took me awhile to realize that it wasn't my fault that I miscarried. Hope you are feeling better. =)

I've had lots of dreams since the m/c but one that stands out is that i'm trying to flush a doll dowm the toilet and then i realise its my baby and its too late. Another is that i cant find my living son anywhere and that i've lost him. Its felt like torture sometimes but i must say the dreams are getting less frequent now.

Sometimes I am so scared to even allow myself to fall asleep. I have a reoccuring nightmare that my son comes alive after I know he is dead and I completely panic as I see his chest move up and down. I wake up drenched in sweat crying, screaming, and shaking. I just feel as though are minds are playing tricks on us, it's like what we try to convince ourselves it shows. Like I think sometimes was my doctor wrong was my son alive and so my mind has me dream it to be true. I think you are trying to convince yourself it is something you did that caused what happened. I try to talk about my dreams just to get it out so I desensitize my mind, hoping the more I talk about how I feel and the dream the higher the chance it will stop occuring. I was told to make sure I don't eat before I go to sleep because it causes you to remember your dream more and also I was told to write in a journal all of your thoughts so that you are going to bed with all your thoughts escaped. I'm sorry your dream is so frightening, I hope you are able to find peace.