Let me start by saying I have been blessed with a wonderful little girl who is 2. My husband and I decided to try for number 2 and we thought all was going well we found out in June that we were expecting. Had first ultrasound and everything was going well, then the trouble started. The next ultrasound showed the babys heartbeat had dropped from 108 to 88. I was very optimistic because our baby was still growing to where she should be, this continued for 3 weeks. Then we went for the next ultrasound and found out there was no heartbeat and our baby had died. I had a d/c last week and feel emotionally destroyed. I feel guilty and blame myself for all that has went wrong. I keep wondering could I have done something different. I am emotionally wrecked.
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