Hey ladies, I haven't been on in a several weeks, one b/c it was hard to start carrying on with life when I visited here every 15 minutes and constantly harped on my losses, and also b/c we didn't have the internet and cable on for a couple months. As boring as that was the first few days we started doing more together as a family, and I finally started to live again. .. Its been very nice... but thats not why I'm writing now, today at 230 I go in for my blood work results at my gyno, and I have to switch doctors one bc this one SUCKS and two bc I have insurance now so I can have my old one back. Part of me wants the results to all be negative but then what? where do I go from there? and then Part of me wants something to be on it so I have an answer.... UGH... thanks for listening/reading! I hope your day is better then mine.... Oh and on those bad days I've been laying in the grass looking up and watching the birds butterflies ect and I pretend they're all presents for me from my angels b/c they know how much I love and miss them!
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