Boy oh boy where to start. I lost my baby boy in June, and had been trying to get pregnant with him for almost 5 years. Now I am afraid that it will take that long to get pregnant again. I just cannot take this rollercoaster. I want to have a baby so badly. I decided today to take a pregnancy test cause I was due to start yesterday or today, and yes I know I jumped the gun a bit. Well it was negative, and now I am bummed. Of course I baught two of them, so if I have not started in a few days I will take the other one. I just feel my heart being ripped out of my chest, and am trying to cope with everything that is going on. I have put the baby issue in God's hands and I only pray that he will allow it to happen sooner then later. Thanks to all of my girlfriends on here who have sent me hugs and try to keep me in check. Hugs to all.
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