I lost my son at 32 weeks on July 6th. I was so happy last Wed. when I got 3 positive pregnanacy test results. And then another one on Thurs. Now it is Saturday. I took a test for the heck of it and it came back completely negative. I went back to the store and bought 2 more and they came back negative. I called the doctor and she thinks I am miscarrying. I am devestated. I know that I only knew for 4 days, but they have been 4 of the most hopeful and happy days since I lost my son. I had work tonight, but called my job and called out sick. I told the truth. I have only been working there for 6 weeks so I hope that they aren't mad. Plus, no one there knew I was pregnant. I am so upset and feel that I am acting a little dramatic. But I can't help it! Does anyone have any advice on what's to come? Or if maybe I'm wrong?
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