I found out I was pregnant December 3. Me and Dh were so excited because we had been trying off and on for about 1 1/2 years. And I normally have to take fertility drugs to get preggers. This time was a complete miracle of God that I got pregnant. I went in on the 21st for my first u/s and check up. But there was a quaking within me I knew something just wasn't right. Well they found a sac but no baby and no heartbeat. They said I was probably earlier then what I though (but i knew without a doubt when my last period was). I went in the next week for another u/s and still just a sac no baby and no heartbeat. Then I had another appointment on 1/3/08 and when the doc did an u/s in the office she said something was definantly wrong and I had known something just wasn't right for a while. Well she sent me to the hospital the next day for a better quality u/s and still no baby no heartbeat. And I was measuring the same as the week before. So they were suppose to do D and C on me and never did. They wanted to draw my blood and see if the beta went down by half. And the lab lost my blood and so this morning I went to give more blood and hopefully tmrw I will have answers. But it sucks carrying around something you loved so much but knew something was wrong. And I have gone through four weeks of pure pain. So now here I am with a blighted ovum, and no answer to what will happen. Anyway I wanted to share it since I am now ready to talk about it thanks for listening
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