everything went well yesterday I gave birth to him he was just so small he fit into the palm of my hands an so glad I got to see him and hold him he was just starting to look like a little person with his little nose and ears and hands ect formed the hardest part for me was hearing all the other mums and their babies crying in the next room. The only thing thats getting me through this in my faith knowning he is nt really gone he is with me in spirit and I know he will always be and he will be getting the best of care up their. right now I just feel empty in my stomach I just feel hollow their now. they also said he was so small for being 17 weeks which makes me angry thinking why did nt they pick up on this sooner. I just want to put my sons body to rest now.
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