
Miscarriage Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have experienced the traumatizing event of a miscarriage or a stillbirth. Miscarriage remains one of the most common complication of pregnancy, but that doesn't make it easy to deal with. Join the group and find support in the company of others who know what you're going through.

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Ok I am baring everything to everyone on this bourd.This is kinda hard for me.But i want you guys to know who I am.My name is Anna.I am 19.My childhood hasnt been all roses.I have been raped,and beatin by guys.I have suffered from depression almost all my life.I use to cut myself just so i knew I was alive.I was in the phyc unit for 2 months.I was on so many meds that I was like a zombie.I didnt know how to feel or even what to feel half the time.I dropped out of school.When I was 15 I met my now husband.We got preg our first time doing anything.We were happy and scared.I mean I was 15 he was 17.Thats a big step.I lived with a very abusive women.My fathers wife.She couldnt stand me or my lil brother and she made it very clear.Throw stuff and throw fits.She acted like a child.When i got preg she throw a fit.Flipped a chair it almost landed on her daughter.She called me every name in the book.I wasnt aloud to talk about the baby i was carring or she through a fit.Things went off the wall after my 16th birthday.March 31 i Turned 16 got called a whore slut you name it she said it.April 1st found out the child i had been carring for 19 wks was dead.All the docter did was come in and say sorry ur child is gone and left.I carried the baby for 7 days after that they induced labor April 6th and I had him Apirl 7th 2004 at 1:20pm .He was so small.We named him Alexander.I held him I wanted to belive so bad this wasnt happening will It was.April 12 we buried him.When I got home after leaving the hosptial.I wasnt aloud talking about it.Or my step mom through a fit said i did it to my self and this is proof I would never be a good mother.It was a mess with her.Well skipping ahead through the greaving and stuff.I turned 17 and found out I was preg agien I was so scared all i could think was it it is going to happen agien.I wouldnt buy anything for this baby.Well i hit 9 mouths.My due date was dec 5th I went 4 days over.They induced.I almost lost Travis during child birth.They did an emergency c-section.He was 8 pounds 6 oz 21 inches long and healthy.I was so happy.Now travis is a healthy gonna be 2 yr old next month.I love both of my children very much even though my first boy isnt with me.Now i am 19 married to the father of both my children and very happy.Just proves that what doesnt kill you makes you strounger.
The Reason i am telling you guys this is so maybe just one preson can find stregth to make it through what ever there going through.Maybe one person.Now i showed you guys all of my my story is here think what you want.But keep in mind.That you all are very stroung and if i can make it so call all of you
The Reason i am telling you guys this is so maybe just one preson can find stregth to make it through what ever there going through.Maybe one person.Now i showed you guys all of my my story is here think what you want.But keep in mind.That you all are very stroung and if i can make it so call all of you

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Thank you for sharing your story. I am so sorry for all you have had to endure. Your strength is amazing.. I wish you happiness and peace- Congratulations on your sweet little Travis..

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Anna your story is truly inspirational. You've been through so much, yet here you are happily married with a little one. Thanks for sharing your story. I know how hard it must have been for you. You deserve all that is good in life.

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Thank you for sharing your story. I am sorry for your loss, and all the crap you've had to endure. You are truly a strong woman. You're a survivor. Happy 2nd B-day to Travis.

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I think it is great how far you have come through your tough times. You will inspire many women. I am so glad you have Travis and I know how you appreciate him even more cause you lost your firstborn. Some parents take their kids for granted but when you go through what you went through, you know better. I am happy things are working out for you. Also, everything has a lesson. Your stepmom has taught you how NOT to treat your children. I am sorry you had to endure her harsh words but you proved her wrong. Good for you!

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thank you all.I was kinda scared to share all of this but I thought maybe it could help Just do me a favor when you have more beatuful children Love them as if you could never love them and never ever choose someone before your child.The reason i say this is a part i left out of the above story.When i got preg with travis my father kicked me out.He said it was for mine and my childs safety.He choose his wife over his daughter and grandson

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I'm so sorry about how your father is being. I know it's hard, but it's probably better that you get out of that situation anyways. I really do wish only good things for you from here on out. We all have to deal with tough things in life, but it seems like some get dealt a heap of a lot more of it than others. You've been through a lot and have been able to stay strong. Thanks again for sharing this with us.

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Thank you and Like i said proves what doesnt kill you makes you stronger

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Thanks for sharing you story. It does help to hear how people have lived through difficult situations and kept going.
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