My boyfriend doesnt understand
I have been with my boyfriend for almost 8 years. He is trully my best friend. When we found out that I had miscarried he was upset of course. But its like now it doesnt even bother him. It has not even been 2 months yet. Im still really hurting. I cant even see pregnant people or babies with out crying. He said something yesterday about parents beating there baby and i just lost it. (Nothing is worse to me then people like that getting blessed with a baby) But he started apologizing for upsetting me. He wants to just forget it all happened (or so it seems). But i dont want to forget. As much as it hurts I cant/dont want to forget about my baby Kyson. He acts like he cant talk about it because I will get upset. But its okay to still be upset right? I just dont know how to feel. I know it hurts him I just want him to be able to talk with me without being scared to upset me. Sometimes I just wanna cry and need him to be there and understand its not something I can just "get over" like he did.
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