One week ago yesterday I lost my baby at 20 weeks. I had not been feeling well running a fever, swollen glands so I scheduled a doctors appt w/ my family doctor. They treated me for strep throat & kidney infection but was unable to do anything futher but send me to the hospital. It was there I found out about about my baby. No heartbeat, nothing on ultrasound. I was told this was probably coming for awhile. I chose to miscarry naturally at home rather than d&C. It has been the worst week of my life. I am sad, angry, confused I just dont know what to do. To add to everything the father who had been so supportive throughout the pregnancy, turned his back & moved out four days ago. How do I even begin to heal when the hurt is agonizing?
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