
Miscarriage Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have experienced the traumatizing event of a miscarriage or a stillbirth. Miscarriage remains one of the most common complication of pregnancy, but that doesn't make it easy to deal with. Join the group and find support in the company of others who know what you're going through.

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this is from an artical someone posted on a miscarriage support group and it really hit home during my losses. I think it is so true I let my husband read it and he seem to understand a little better what I was going through, thought it may help some of u also...
Miscarrage is just recently beginning to be recognized as a valid grief issue. For many years women were told not to talk about it and to move on as though nothing happened. The most used cliche` was that "this happens, and there's nothing you can do about it." The problem, though, has been carried deep within the hearts of millions of women. What makes miscarriage such a difficult grief? Probably the most outstanding thing about miscarrage is that this type of loss is very easy for others to dismiss because there is often no physical evidence of the loss. A person can't grieve something that never came into being is the thinking of many people concerning miscarrage. To the pregnant woman, a miscarrage was a very real loss. Almost from the day of conception her body began feeling new and strangley different. She experienced full, tender breasts. Her bladder felt full, and there was a constant feeling of needing to empty the bladder. By about week five, she probably began bouts of nausea, sometimes feeling extremely sick. Fatigue overtakes the body, and the pregnant woman wants nothing more than to crawl under a blanket and sleep the day away. While all of this is happening to a woman's body, nobody else is aware of any of these significant changes. Along with the physical changes, there are strong emotional responses to a pregnancy, especially when the child was longed and planned. A woman's emotions usually run wild for a while immediately after finding out she is pregnant. She daydreams for hours every day. What will be like to feel a baby kicking inside me? When will the baby be born? Is this a little girl or a little boy? What color hair will the baby have? A woman forms almost immediate bond with the baby developing inside of her. She has now been blessed enough to experience one of life's miracles, and her emotions are wild with joyful anticipation for the days ahead. When a miscarrage takes place, a woman's world is immediately turned upside down. She is now thrown into a fast reversal of thinking, and the impact of the sudden loss is devestating. So much happiness is snatched away so quickly making it difficult to keep balanced in daily living. A woman's body changes back to a non-pregnant state abruptly. She might experience heavy bleeding and the passing of large clots with a miscarrage. She might need a surgical procedure, a D&C, to empty the contents of her womb. This can be frightening, as well as emotionally draining. Her breasts no longer feel tender and full- a sad reminder of the loss. Nausea leaves as quickly as it began. And, there is no longer a feeling of fullness in the bladder. Another reminder that her body is no longer preparing to accomodate a precious baby. Daydreams turn into bad dreams, sleepless nights, and endless tears. Often depression is in the heart where there was once joy. The future now seems bleak and the days seem to stand still. During this time of adjustment over loss, it is extremely important to have others yet, grief validation becomes an added grief issue. Only when family members and friends view the miscarrage as "real" can a mother begin the long and difficult journey of healing from such a lonely, misunderstood loss.
Miscarrage is just recently beginning to be recognized as a valid grief issue. For many years women were told not to talk about it and to move on as though nothing happened. The most used cliche` was that "this happens, and there's nothing you can do about it." The problem, though, has been carried deep within the hearts of millions of women. What makes miscarriage such a difficult grief? Probably the most outstanding thing about miscarrage is that this type of loss is very easy for others to dismiss because there is often no physical evidence of the loss. A person can't grieve something that never came into being is the thinking of many people concerning miscarrage. To the pregnant woman, a miscarrage was a very real loss. Almost from the day of conception her body began feeling new and strangley different. She experienced full, tender breasts. Her bladder felt full, and there was a constant feeling of needing to empty the bladder. By about week five, she probably began bouts of nausea, sometimes feeling extremely sick. Fatigue overtakes the body, and the pregnant woman wants nothing more than to crawl under a blanket and sleep the day away. While all of this is happening to a woman's body, nobody else is aware of any of these significant changes. Along with the physical changes, there are strong emotional responses to a pregnancy, especially when the child was longed and planned. A woman's emotions usually run wild for a while immediately after finding out she is pregnant. She daydreams for hours every day. What will be like to feel a baby kicking inside me? When will the baby be born? Is this a little girl or a little boy? What color hair will the baby have? A woman forms almost immediate bond with the baby developing inside of her. She has now been blessed enough to experience one of life's miracles, and her emotions are wild with joyful anticipation for the days ahead. When a miscarrage takes place, a woman's world is immediately turned upside down. She is now thrown into a fast reversal of thinking, and the impact of the sudden loss is devestating. So much happiness is snatched away so quickly making it difficult to keep balanced in daily living. A woman's body changes back to a non-pregnant state abruptly. She might experience heavy bleeding and the passing of large clots with a miscarrage. She might need a surgical procedure, a D&C, to empty the contents of her womb. This can be frightening, as well as emotionally draining. Her breasts no longer feel tender and full- a sad reminder of the loss. Nausea leaves as quickly as it began. And, there is no longer a feeling of fullness in the bladder. Another reminder that her body is no longer preparing to accomodate a precious baby. Daydreams turn into bad dreams, sleepless nights, and endless tears. Often depression is in the heart where there was once joy. The future now seems bleak and the days seem to stand still. During this time of adjustment over loss, it is extremely important to have others yet, grief validation becomes an added grief issue. Only when family members and friends view the miscarrage as "real" can a mother begin the long and difficult journey of healing from such a lonely, misunderstood loss.
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