So I got my medical records today, there were no u/s pictures in there at all. I plan to go to the hospital and retrieve one at least just one. I found out that my deal Natally died at 10.3 weeks gestation. I didnt find out she was dead until 14 weeks. I cant believe my body allowed me to carry my dead child for so long without any symptoms??? Im really upset to not have any u/s pictures. They said it was a intrauterine pregnancy/ intrauterine fetal demise? What does that really mean? Just a medical way of saying miscarriage? Does anyone know? Im really going crazy though. I miss my Natally so much. I still cant believe she died in me, and so much time had past before i even knew about it. I calculated this and figured that she died approximatly on July 25th 2006. I miss my little girl so much :(
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