I am just having my second M/C within four months. I just feel so lost. I can't believe this is happening again. I was told that I can get a full work-up of tests after my levels get back down to zero. I cried when they told me this morning, but haven't cried since. I think I am just so numb from all of the waiting and testing this week that I'm like a walking zombie. This time my progesterone started to drop a little before my HCG stopped doubling, so that makes me wonder if I have a progesterone issue. I guess there is nothing to do now but wait. It's so mentally and physically exhausting. I hate this feeling of helplessness. I have a 2 1/2 year old and my first pregnancy went just fine. With my first M/C, I thought that maybe it was just a random genetic issue and that I would be ok for my next pregnancy... at least that is what I told myself to find the strength to try again. Now, I feel like something must be wrong. I'm not sure I'll ever be able to try again. I'm just so scared.
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