i know that i am not the only one that does this, but right now i am waiting to see if i am pregnant. i have like a week and a half before i can take a test. i find myself looking for every possible sign of pregnancy. I bled over the time that i ovulated, which i don't know if that is a good sign or bad, but i did my best at trying to conceive. i will feel my boobs to see if they are tender on many other things. i will also take a pregnancy test over and over again. i want this so badly and i just know that as soon as it happens something will go wrong.this will be the first time we have tried since i miscarried the twins. i am really nervous. and the hard part is, i wish i was having two again. i have dreams a lot. i am a very vivid dreamer. very intense dreams. well the only time that i have dreams about being pregnant is when i actually am. but the catch is, it has to be very clear. well i had a dream last night, and it was right in the middle. i had a dream i was taking a bath with my baby boy. i did and still do this with my little 2 year old boy jack, but in this dream he was in another room at the time with my husband and i was bathing a little boy with me. i want so badly to be pregnant and to have another baby. it makes this wait so difficult. i hate the TWW. is anybody else waiting the two weeks?
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