I'm just so lost today. I was reading about one of the girls that miscarried and is now 7 weeks pregnant again. I miss my baby. God, I can't stop crying. Today is my dear husband's birthday and I can't even be happy to celebrate with him. I feel like a failure at work, at my senior year in college, as a wife, at everything. Plus would you girls read my journal entry for today and tell me if what I experienced this morning is normal? I'm so glad I have this site, I really don't know what I'd do without your help. My husband is worried about me because I'm so depressed, I'm normally a happy bouncy person. The other night I smiled for a brief moment and he commented on how good it was to see me smile; has it really been that long???
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