it's day 1 since i found out that the baby was gone...that i did indeed have a miscarriage on saturday 10/24/09...who knows when the baby really died, that's just the day my body chose to let him or her go. my last u.s was at 6 weeks and got to see my baby's heartbeat and already had another one scheduled for yesterday when I should have been 10 weeks along...my baby was gone. it's a sad and painful thing...a miscarriage, pregnancy loss or whatever you want to call it. i have 4 beautiful children and i feel blessed to have had them and truly believe they are miracles...i think the not knowing is what will haunt me the most...what they would have looked like, if it would have been a boy or girl and a million other things. the pain and sadness comes and goes...thank GOD i have my children and a wonderful husband to help me get through this, i still have no idea how we are going to tell the kids. this all seems so unreal, i know it's only the first day but when will it stop hurting so much???
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