Well this was my last time TTC for a while. I waited anxiously for the two week wait and today I got my period. I was hoping that this would be it, our chance, and nothing. I really thought that this was it. I am doing okay, but still debating whether I should postpone for a little bit to regroup. I am really struggling emotionally. My husband doesn't really care if we have another child, so I feel as though I am in this alone even more. I would love any support and comments. I plan on staying in touch with the discussion as I believe it will help me through the time where I am not trying. How do we do it? What makes us keep going? I am 23 years old and my doctor is giving me till I am 25 to have another child. SO postponing is really a tough decision, but I feel the right one. Oh, I wish all you ladies to have better luck than me, I wish that all your dreams come true and that you all have lots of healthy babies. I really, really do. We are all wonderful girls, I don't know why this is our challenge. My prayers and wishes are with you. I look forward to reading your future posts for strength.
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