Today was the worst day of my life. This weekend I stared bleeding and by the end of the weekend I was bent over in pain wanting to scream. I knew the pregnancy was over, and the worst part was I had just seen my baby on Saturday on an ultrasound and by Sunday night it was gone. I have two other kids, and nothing like this had happened, so I had told everybody just like it was a normal pregnancy. Now I have to face the whole town, small community, wishing that I wouldn't have said anything. I don't even want to talk about it to anybody, I'm so embarrased, sad, frustrated, everything.........what can I do to get through this?
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