what a sad, sad day. i had a D&C early this morning and so my pregnancy is truly over, marking my third loss in the last ten years, and leaving me questioning what pain like this is all about....just 10 days ago i was strolling through the baby departments, making lists of names and contemplating nursery themes. after 7 years of trying, and two previous losses, my family and friends celebrated with me and joined me in building the dreams of my impending miracle...how quickly our worlds can come crashing down at our feet and how cruel of the earth to continue turning despite this horrible tradgedy. as i rode the expressway home, i looked out the window and watched people racing to work, chatting away on their phones and singing along with their radios...i thought, don't they know it's the end of the world?
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