i was sitting at my computer and i thought that i didn't ovulate until the 10 of October--if i did at all anyways--but i was looking at my chart and realized that i am due to ovulate tomorrow--if i do at all--and i had an overwhelming feeling. i have been so down and depressed and very emotional. after my last period i was very upset and was until a moment ago. i realized that it isn't the end. that i get to try to conceive tomorrow and if it doesn't happen then, i just have to wait a couple of weeks and i get to try again. and if i am not lucky then, i have the next month. and the next. there is no one to stop me. i can try as much as i want to. im not planning to die anytime soon. i guess i got it stuck in my mind that if i didn't get pregnant last cycle, that is would never happen. but that isn't true and i get try again. i wish all of you wonderful ladies the best. and keep trying. i know that i probably need medical help to actually conceive, but ya know what, I can try the natural way as much as i want and nobody can tell me no. i hope you all keep going because YOU CAN! you can make it through this month and give it another go in another if it doesn't happen. we are strong girls and we CAN KEEP TRYING!!!!!
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