i lost my baby again on thursday i cant believe it i thought that this was the one i was so excited i felt like i had something to live for again.I was only 5 weeks but it was my baby i miss my child sooooo much i want my child back i dunno how to deal with this im 21 and been thru this 5 times already i cant cope n e more im so upset i feel suicidal i just wanna join my babies i miss them all so much i dont kno wha to do i wanna end it so i can b happy n b wit my children whats the point in living a life of unhappiness wen i can join my children up in heaven and be happy every1 says its just god testin me well y does he hav to test me so many time along with all the other stuff.Y is it every1 else gets iot so easy and all i want is my children to love n care n b with them y me so many fuckin time s i really dunno where to turn now girls im sorry im havin my rant but i really dont know wha to do my family are beggin me not to do anything to myself cos it will destroy them but is it worth me livin a life of unhappiness just so they can hav me in there lives i need help bad cos i aint gonna last much longer here help me girls
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