I lost my son in November when I was about 20 weeks pregnant he wasn't planned but then again we werent doing anything to prevent having him either. Now I am wanting to fill that emptiness My other half thinks I dont really want another baby and that I am trying to replace Christian wich u can never do. And as I might have been thinking that way before the longing has not gone away! I still feel like I want and am ready for a baby! I know he might be sared like I am because we dont know why Christian died and I don't think I'm strong enough to go through that again but I also could not live with just giving up and never knowing if there is a possibility of me having a perfectly healthy baby!
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