i appreciate all that everyone has said. i have talked to my parnter about how i feel about this. he understands my wants for a baby, but he still sticks by him not wanting anymore children, he's 46 years old. i went to the dr's the other day to get on some type of birth control. besause of my migraines, there isn't much i can do. i know that relationships don't always last, so i will put trying to have a baby on hold for now. it hurts that i have to do this,i have a hard time seeing pregnant females and babies. it hurts so much to see babies and it gets worse when my partner plays with them. i don't want to sound selffish, but i always put everyone else first, now it's my time. i feel we are drifting apart because of this problem. it's not him it's me being distant to him. i get nasty at him over the slightest things. i don't know what to do anymore or where to turn. thank you for listening to me rant.
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