Miscarriage Support Group
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My period was pretty regular, about five days and pretty heavy. So I guess there is no chance I am pregnant, but can i say i feel it? I am breaking out, bloated, totally crabby, a little sick at times, tired, headachey, gasy and even constipated, yuck I know. . . So why am i feeling this way? I am not stressed, really I'm pretty unstressed for as complicated as things are. I have no idea what i'm going to be when i grow up, i am a little strapped for money for things i want, i have baby on the brain, i work about 40 hours a week(a lot for a waitress) and never see tyler. But in all honesty i am happy. I am content and comfortable. The thing is that i am more scatterbrained and forgetful then ever. . . I just feel pregnant. . . So either I am mind F***ed and have convinced my body to act pregnant or I don't know! AWH!
I'd love to say that my hormones are still out of wack, but i lost my angel three and a half months ago. My hormones are fine, really i'm sure that they are fine. I've been broken out like crazy since about a week before my last period, thats a good three weeks or so of this, which drives me mad because i thought i was over the broken out face thing. . . have i said GRRR yet? haha
In different news, tyler and I aren't trying again so much as we just aren't using caution at all. . . No protection, no worrys, whatever happens happens philosophy. Interesting huh? Now i'm sure you are all going to think that i've been feeeling this way because i'm pregnant already but i don't know. looking at the statistics i don't think its possible. Well that and i've been feeling this way since before my last period! Thats a long time! I don't know we'll see.
Ooh in better news I offically quit smoking, again. . . Yaya me, this time just because I knew I needed too. I also haven't been drinking as much! Yaya me again.
I hung out with ty'er's little sister on sunday. . . She is getting so big. I took her to dinner then we went back to my house to watch a movie, poor thing is 23 weeks and threw up the entire time we tried to watch the movie. that worries me! I mean she shouldn't be so sick. the doctors have her on like two different kinds of medication, I hope she is okay. In worse news her boyfriend, baby's daddy is the worst ever. I couldn't believe the way that he acts. . . She went with my for two hours around town, he said she could and we she got back he freaked out on her. . . I couldn't believe it! He treats her so aweful, then he took off! I honestly can't see anything good comming from their relationship. . . She is putting herself in the worst situation possible. The next situation I see happening is her getting beat. . . I mean honestly that is aweful to say but it seems like the patern that i've seen before! I worry about her so much and the family and everybody cares but they just keep saying that she has to make her own mistakes. I understand that but somebody needs to wake this girl up!
Pretty much i just wish i knew what to do about everything in this life. i wish answers were easier to find!!! P.S. i am changing my smiley face to the pukey green good smiley face. I honestly have a good life with no reason to have anything less then a good attitude! I've decided that a good attitude is the best thing to have. . .
I'd love to say that my hormones are still out of wack, but i lost my angel three and a half months ago. My hormones are fine, really i'm sure that they are fine. I've been broken out like crazy since about a week before my last period, thats a good three weeks or so of this, which drives me mad because i thought i was over the broken out face thing. . . have i said GRRR yet? haha
In different news, tyler and I aren't trying again so much as we just aren't using caution at all. . . No protection, no worrys, whatever happens happens philosophy. Interesting huh? Now i'm sure you are all going to think that i've been feeeling this way because i'm pregnant already but i don't know. looking at the statistics i don't think its possible. Well that and i've been feeling this way since before my last period! Thats a long time! I don't know we'll see.
Ooh in better news I offically quit smoking, again. . . Yaya me, this time just because I knew I needed too. I also haven't been drinking as much! Yaya me again.
I hung out with ty'er's little sister on sunday. . . She is getting so big. I took her to dinner then we went back to my house to watch a movie, poor thing is 23 weeks and threw up the entire time we tried to watch the movie. that worries me! I mean she shouldn't be so sick. the doctors have her on like two different kinds of medication, I hope she is okay. In worse news her boyfriend, baby's daddy is the worst ever. I couldn't believe the way that he acts. . . She went with my for two hours around town, he said she could and we she got back he freaked out on her. . . I couldn't believe it! He treats her so aweful, then he took off! I honestly can't see anything good comming from their relationship. . . She is putting herself in the worst situation possible. The next situation I see happening is her getting beat. . . I mean honestly that is aweful to say but it seems like the patern that i've seen before! I worry about her so much and the family and everybody cares but they just keep saying that she has to make her own mistakes. I understand that but somebody needs to wake this girl up!
Pretty much i just wish i knew what to do about everything in this life. i wish answers were easier to find!!! P.S. i am changing my smiley face to the pukey green good smiley face. I honestly have a good life with no reason to have anything less then a good attitude! I've decided that a good attitude is the best thing to have. . .
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UGH! I didn't mean to post that! That was a journal entry and I accidently hit enter! I wanted to ask advice about the entire pregnant problem! I know that I'm not there just isn't anyway, My period was just too heavy, but I feel so pregnant! Its been a long time since my miscarriage(about three and a half months) so i know it isn't the hormones yet! I just wish i knew what was going on!
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