I'll be turning 30 in a couple of weeks. My mother in law was all about throwing me some sort of big party (don't ask me why, I have no emotions about turning 30 one way or the other) and then I had my first m/c. She was sympathetic and very good about the whole thing. A month or so later, she knew we were trying again, and had said 'so you will probably be pregnant on your birthday, so if I'm throwing you a party, I'll have to take that into consideration,' and I said 'yup, if all goes well.' And then I had m/c #2. So now we are ttc. We tried last month, and it didn't work out and I got my period. I took it really hard... still taking it really hard. I know we can try again... it's just that that memory is sticking in my head. There are so many moments of "I'm supposed to be pregnant". Are any of you seeing a therapist, and if so, how did you find a good one? I hardly even want to try anymore... I've started to doubt why I am trying.
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