it hurts so much i can hardly breath. my partner left me 3 weeks after it happened, and i feel so alone. walking out hat hospital without a baby is the hardest thing i ever did. i want a child so much, but now I'm too scared, and i have no one to do it with. I just want to die. i just want to be with him again. i just want to hold him in my arms one last time. i was 30 weeks when i lost him, but i had already fallen in love with him. I drink and cry myself to sleep alone every night. The worst part is my ex was possessive and controlling, so i lost all my friends when we were together, and now i am alone. i feel as though I'm falling and no one knows. nobody is there to catch me. i don't want to be caught anymore. just let me go.
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