It is so hard to know that God does things for a reason sometimes. I do have a wonderful little girl and I wouldn't trade her for anything. But the loss of this baby has me really upset. We have been trying for 2 years and finally I was pregnant. Well something must have been wrong or something for me to loose it. I miss this baby so much and I feel like it is my fault. We are going to keep trying but I am scared. I am sure that feeling will go away as will the feeling of anger and despair. Is anyone feeling the despair too? I don't know how to cope with it when I am with my daughter all day by myself.
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