Well it's done thank god!! overall the nurses were very nice and supportive the whole way through. They treated me great the whole way out of surgery. I had to wait in a waiting area until about 10 am because the room that I was going to be in was tied up. All I remember was being wheeled into the room, them strapping my arms down, putting my right leg in a stirup and then I woke up. I am having some annoying and painful cramping right now. The bleeding is not that bad and there isnt a smell to it anymore. The past 2 days before I got this done there was a smell but it's gone now along with everything else :(. I just can't wait for my body to get back to normal on the inside and def the emotional part. I am counting down the days until I can try again. It's not even that I had a hard time conceiving its having a hard time avoiding miscarrage. But I def need to get well and take it day by day. I am looking at today as the first day of a fresh start... again. I am going to expect the worst and hope for the best. And I am going to pray for everyone on here as well as myself for everything to work out the way it should. I don't know if I mentioned this before but I can't even watch shows, commercials or anything with babies or kids. I don't even want to see a pregnant women. I know that sounds bad but right now it's just too much. I am glad that me and Nathan can start again and hopefully the next time is a success. They are sending the specimens out to get tested and see if anything comes back. They said it usually takes about 6 weeks to get the results back,, I am also counting down the days to that as well. I will be on here everyday. this is a great site with really great special people.
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