My mom and I were riding in the car together, going to the bank. We were talking about fabrics when she changed the subject to a baby blanket for my expecting sister. She said she thought it would be neat to get every one at our family reunion this year to make a square and then my mom would put it together and present it to my sister. I didnt say anything, then she said or we could just do it in our family (in our house). She said you could make one and help everyone else and blah blah blah, she doesnt know this, but that really bothered me, i started to well up with tears thinking, that would have been me... etc, She knows how I feel about my sisters pregnancy, she is the one I went to when i first found out my sister was pregnant. I told her how i was mad, and jealous and sad, but it just really hurt and angered... and upset me... I dont know, i guess im just being selfish. i really dont even want to have to get my sister a baby shower gift, i mean, she never got me a xmas gift or thank u card for what i gave her, she never thanked me for helping SO much w/ her wedding that she wasnt there to help w/, and i never even got a gift or spent "special" time w/ her when i was her maid of honor, and all of the other bridesmaids recieved something. im not bothered by not physically getting something, but c'mon, it hurts. And I know that being the maid of honor should have been enough, but then she didnt even spend anytime w/ me making any decisions like she did w/ the other bridesmaids... grrr...