i work in childcare and i went back to work about one week after loosing my baby Lillyana. that may seem early but at work i didnt think about my little one i was to busy. I feel bad becuase when parents bring in little baby gals a few weeks old i cant go near them i neally snarl at them, they may me feel sick inside. i am meant to be professional with parents and children but i cant be with the little ones. When the babies come in that are that younge i wish and prey that they would go away again. everyone else is all over them ande all lovey dovey. Once i was like that always wanted a cuddle for the bubs. but not now, i dont want to be anywhere near them... it makes me feel bad cause of the way i feel.......
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