I was out with my mom for mother's day yesterday and we started talking about my babies, and i told her that the only thing that comforts my heart is knowing that some day i will see them in heaven...what does she say?? she says:" well how do you know that? how do you know that they are there and that you will actually see them? there's no evidence.." can you believe that??!! i mean, my own mother said that to me? it was bad enough feeling lonely and seeing all the mothers and pregnant women celebrate this day but she had to stab me like this? isnt this horrible? i couldn't sleep all night thinking about what she said, it's been 4 weeks since i lost my angels and i had just started to feel a tiny bit stronger but now i feel worse then ever..please tell me thats not true!!!
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