I miscarried on July 4th. I was 7 weeks and due for an ultrasound on Monday the 7th. I had one a week prior and saw the heartbeat. I am almost 40 and not married. My partner was not thrilled that I was pregnant but was starting to accept it. I went for an ultrasound yesterday and it confirmed the baby was gone. My boyfriend was upset because he was running late for golf. I got mad and we got into a huge fight and he broke up with me. It is still hard to believe that he would do this to me when I am hurting over losing the baby. I am now left to suffer thru this alone. He will not take my calls. I am having a really hard time with all the loss that I am experiencing. I know the hormones play a big role in my emotional state, how long until your body adjusts and I might feel better?
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