well, tomorrow is the big day. the due date of my miscarried baby that i have been dreading since january. i don't know how im gonna handle it! im beginning to get in my emotional phase again. i went almost a day and a half w/out feeling too depressed...and thats the longest for me so far. and it doesn't help that my ex is in hawaii with his new girlfriend, and not here w/ me during this time!!!!! it hurts. when we were going thru our separation i told him a million times...just please promise me u will be here for me on august 11. and he did, and now he's not. i don't know what to do...how is it possible to handle ur emotions during that day, or tonite for that matter?! please help me! my baby should almost be in my arms....and tomorrow its gonna hit me hard.
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